It's about Alya

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim,Assalammualaikum salam ukhwah fillah..

    Dah lama tak update blog walaupun dah habis PMR. Hoho PMR! Sudah selesaii..So,today nak cite sikit pasal sorang kawan ni nama dia Alya.Proud giler dapat jadi kawan dia.Serious talk tak rugi!Bayangkan la dia boleh pick up semua pelajaran dari form 1 till 3.Ouh lupe lak nak bagitau.Dia dulu tinggal kat New Zealand.

   Tabik hormat giler la kat dia sebab pelajaran semua top!Akhlak dia,budi pekerti dia,peribadi dia bagus!Susah nak carik orang macam ni.Memang ada tapi hanya segelintir jee.Sejuk perut mak dia lahirkan dia dah la pandai,akhlak bagus,lawoo pulak tu.Haa gentle jeleous.

   Isnin 21/10/2013 kiteorang pergi surau An-Nur ada program 'Santai Ilmu'.Dia kena panggil ke depan and kena cerite pasal masa depan dia.Bla bla bla,dia cakap lepas dia kawin,dia berhajat nak tinggal kat Madinah.Kiteorang semua terkejut bila dia cakap camtu.Dia kate memang dah lame dia rancang pasal benda ni.

   Tak tahu nak cakap ape just dapat doakan dia agar impian dia dimakbulkan Allah SWT. Seorang yang open minded.Kawan je dengan semua orang pandai or tidak.Bagi dia kite semua dijadikan daripada tanah dan dicipta oleh Allah.Walau sapepun kita pangkat tinggi sampai langit pun,tempat terakhir kita kubur."kaya ke miskin ke kubur jugak akhirnya"katanye.

Nak tunjuk sikit gambar diaa..Lol nanti mesti kena marah haha..

Ni time bola jaring dulu kat PPD


Dah penat sangat sampai malas nak tunjuk muka so buat buat peace je laa
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Story Of My Life

Assalamualaikum and hye :)

Life is everything.In life,it must be happy and sad moment.Life is not easy actually.Since 15  years I alive,that's a lot of thing I have been through.To make decision of my future is very tough.I need to choose the best and my head like can't think anymore is like wanna boom..haha..

 

Talk about sad moment.This is my favorite.But the funniest think was I do not remember days,I remember moments.For sure mistake help me to change.You need to be weird,be random,be who you are because you never know who would love the person you hide.But be strong because things will get better.Arghh..I hate the moment when suddenly my anger turns into tears.Seriously is not weird because no one really cares unless you're pretty,popular or dying.

Sometimes,I have to give up on people,not because I don't care but because they don't.My mom has the most awesome daughter in the world but she never notice -.-"Erghh...I smile and act like nothing is wrong sometimes,it's called deadling with shit and staying strong.Every moment have problem...

Family to the friends.Enough!I have a lot of problem and I can't handle it by myself.I'm needing someone to talk :'( Hey you!Yes you!You can say whatever you want but one you didn't respect me sorry mean nothing!Enough of having so many problem since I need to focus of my PMR!My heart getting sick day by day.I realease  my stress and tension with talks,laugh and eat.Don't ask why!

Yes.I know you are someone and I no one :/ wish people realize that I'm useful not uselesses!Arghh.. I'm asking myself why problem doesn't want to stop?!Every night I cry and no one notice.Everyday my  heart sick no one realize.I should don't do something that make regret later right?Poor me..

*Everything happen for a reason

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Dear Stranger

Assalamualaikum and hye :) talk about stranger today.Stranger is the one who pretend that she know me well then other people.She know me just from outside but in reality she never know my world life.Dear stranger,please stop judge me.You can't handle of what I've dealth with..

Stranger is the one who likes to find my mistakes but she doesn't realize that all people make a mistake.You treated me like an option,so I left you like a choice.People cannot learn without pain.So i decide one day you will realize that you are wrong.

 

You need to change your thought and you will change your world.People was alive with feeling no matter what is going on they still have feeling.You pretend to be good but actually not.You laugh at me because I'm weird,I laugh at you because you're all the same.You should know that the tongue has no bones but is strong enough to break a heart.So be careful with your words.

Pretty face doesn't mean pretty inside.Be nice and respect me and I will do the same thing.You may think I want everything but actually not and definitely wrong.I'm not looking for someone who has everything but someone who has time to spend with me more than anything.

Right now,I just..I mean I want to refresh my mind.Delete all my problems.Undo all my mistakes and save the happy moment.I'm not at the past anymore.So don't talk about my past.If you can't pull me to the heaven,so don't push me to the hell..

*Forgiveness you doesn't mean forgotten what you have  done to me!

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Me , I

Assalamualaikum and hye :) I'm alone on my own and that's all I know.I'll be strong and I'll be wrong.Life goes on.I'm just a girl trying to find a place in this world.I'm original me."A strong girl is one is able to smile this morning like she wasn't crying last night."This quotes are use by girls out there and also me.Don't judge me if you can't handle of what I've been dealt with.There's a reason I do the things I do.There's a reason I am who I am.


I'm perfect in my imperfections,happy in my pain,strong in my weaknesses and beautiful in my own because I'm me.No one has the right to judge me because no one really knows what I've beer through.They may have heard about my stories but they never felt what was felt in my heart.You guys know what,the prettiest smiles hide deepest secrets.The prettiest eyes have cried the most tears and the kindness hearts have felt the most pain.


Family alike friends because they also doesn't know what we feel.They just like to hurt our heart,Parents want the best from me but they don't know that life is not easy as they think.Not everything that us faced.It's funny how I can do nice things for people all the time and they never notice but once I make a mistakes,it's never forgotten.

I'm not a perfect person,I make a lot of mistakes but still I love those people who stay with me after knowing how I really am.Actually,everybody wants happiness nobody wants pain but you can have a rainbow without a little rain.Just smile can make our life beautiful.Am I right?All it takes is one song to bring back 1000 memories.Pretending to be happy when I are in pain is just an example of how strong I as a person.


*The world hold million of things you can play with.And a person's feelings is definitely not one of them.

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Memories And Past

Assalamualaikum and hye :) Reminds my past.I wonder that memories can makes me happy and sometimes makes me crying.People told me that forget the past,but they don't know that past is a memories and memories can't be turn.I think that is the only reason why people hold onto memories so tight for so long is because memories are the only things that don't change,even when people do.Memories cannot be deleted,erased or forgot we just can accepted it.Past is a nice place to visit but certainly not a good place to stay.It is sad when the people who gave you the best memories,become a memory...

That is why I want to refresh my mind.Delete all my problems.Undo all my mistakes and save all the happy moments.





*A promise means everything but once it is broken,sorry mean nothing!
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Every Successful Person Has A Painful Story.Every Painful Story Has A Successful Ending..

Assalamualaikum and hye :) Today's blog was about Sarah and Balqies. I was talking to an old friend,makes me realize how much my life has changed. She told me that the first time she met me,I was a happy girl but now just a girl that like to make a fake smile every time.She's very understanding and know me well.She know if I'm in heart broken,sick and happy.

I swear high school would be so much better if everyone would just shut the fuck up and stop judging each other. Remembering the moment when we are not seen together but one day someone says to me "you two looks perfect together. Btw where is she?" I just can smile as people says one smile can hide 1001 pain inside.I swear it hurts but it's okay.


We eat,talk and walk together,I honestly had no idea that you guys would be so important to me. Just because we don't talk,doesn't I don't think about you guys. I'm just trying to distance myself because I know,I can't have you. Reminds all the moment and memories,makes me wanna cry like rain.

That is so many pain in heart so that I divide by two.Some hide in eyes and some hide in smiles. Actually I love Sarah and Balqies (as friend) because they very brave to judge me. In front of me.I mean face 2 face.I know Sarah was mad at me so I was really sorry to her.

SARAH!BALQIES!Ingat tak waktu kat surau?Balqies,kita berdua kena kan Sarah tengah solat.Dia rukuk or sujud je kita berdua lari.Last2 kena marah dengan Sarah.Dia sampai menangis.Sorry to say,Izz tak boleh lupa benda ni sampai bila2 sebab korang penyebab satu hari tu Izz gelak and lupa pedih kat dalam hati.Thanks a lot :)

You know what ;
~Maybe it is our destiny to not being together but when I pray I always put your name inside it.
~ALLAH doesn't give me the people I want.He gives me the people I need,to help me,to hurt me,to leave me,to love me and to make me the person I were meant to be.
~Real friend are harder to find,to leave and impossible to forget.
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